Too much heart for my own good

I over do things sometimes because I'm a person who cares way too much. I put my heart into a lot of things & people seem to not appreciate the things I do. It hurts ;/ When your dieing to see someone so bad because you miss them dearly. I hate being the victim with everything. I hating being the one that's pushed aside or the one to be held up. It sucks to be such a loving person because I never get shit in return. Ok, so I'm being alittle too dramatic but doesn't it suppose to hurt? People say I make myself suffer because I dwell on things way too much for way too long. Well, I guess their right.