Thursday, January 29, 2009

Eli, the bleach feen

y0UhEARdBOUtELi [10:31 P.M.]: :] I love the smell of bleach♥
y0UhEARdBOUtELi [10:32 P.M.]: yummy!
JoannaLRobles [10:32 P.M.]: ew bleach makes me high lol
JoannaLRobles [10:32 P.M.]: stinks!
y0UhEARdBOUtELi [10:32 P.M.]: it smells & taste so good
JoannaLRobles [10:32 P.M.]: TASTE?
y0UhEARdBOUtELi [10:32 P.M.]: I love it!
JoannaLRobles [10:32 P.M.]: lmaoooooo
y0UhEARdBOUtELi [10:32 P.M.]: :( my mom hides it from me
JoannaLRobles [10:32 P.M.]: you are insane.
y0UhEARdBOUtELi [10:32 P.M.]: yeah taste
JoannaLRobles [10:32 P.M.]: wdh?
y0UhEARdBOUtELi [10:32 P.M.]: ever since I was little I've liked it
JoannaLRobles [10:32 P.M.]: ew -_-
y0UhEARdBOUtELi [10:32 P.M.]: I don't like drink it
JoannaLRobles [10:33 P.M.]: yea sure
y0UhEARdBOUtELi [10:33 P.M.]: I just like stick my finger in it & taste it
JoannaLRobles [10:33 P.M.]: LMAO
y0UhEARdBOUtELi [10:33 P.M.]: lol
JoannaLRobles [10:33 P.M.]: omg
JoannaLRobles [10:33 P.M.]: liar!
y0UhEARdBOUtELi [10:33 P.M.]: I'd be dead
JoannaLRobles [10:33 P.M.]: lmaoo
y0UhEARdBOUtELi [10:33 P.M.]: lmao
JoannaLRobles [10:33 P.M.]: LMAOOOOOO
y0UhEARdBOUtELi [10:33 P.M.]: I love like when you get it on your hand
JoannaLRobles [10:33 P.M.]: im like no way this lady would have like brain damage lols y0UhEARdBOUtELi [10:33 P.M.]: & the smell doesnt come off for like a whole day JoannaLRobles [10:33 P.M.]: ew i hate it. i could never get the smell off. yuck y0UhEARdBOUtELi [10:33 P.M.]: lmao
JoannaLRobles [10:33 P.M.]: ewww ur so disgusting lmao
y0UhEARdBOUtELi [10:34 P.M.]: lmao
JoannaLRobles [10:34 P.M.]: lols
y0UhEARdBOUtELi [10:34 P.M.]: lmao
y0UhEARdBOUtELi [10:34 P.M.]: thanks lol

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Ink & Needles


Well for starters, the out didn't hurt at all.

Everybody in the room was "awwwwing" at the point lol

Once he started coloring it in, OMG. THE PAINNN! Lol, but it was pretty funny.

Yeap, I'm a bleeeeeeeeder ;( ouch

ALMOST DONE...


All done ^_^ This is my second tattoo and I kinda enjoyed it :)

I love it!

Great tattoo artist. Thanks Tio

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Sober

I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest or the girl who never wants to be alone. I don't wanna be that call at four o'clock in the morning cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home. Aahh, the sun is blinding, I stayed up again. I am finding that's not the way I want my story to end. I'm safe up high, nothing can touch me. But why do I feel this party's over? No pain inside. You're my protection, but how do I feel this good sober? I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence...The quiet scares me because it screams the truth. Please don't tell me that we had that conversation when I won't remember, save your breath, cause what's the use? The night is calling and it whispers to me softly, "come and play". I am falling and if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame. I'm safe up high, nothing can touch me but why do I feel this party's over? No pain inside, you're like perfection, but how do I feel this good sober?



...that's deep

Friday, January 16, 2009

Being greatful for someone like you

I'm greatful for everyday that I wake up, for the air I breathe, and for the blessing of love. Every night before I close my eyes to sleep, I thank God for sending me the person I've been waiting for... the person set to heal my pain and give me ever lasting love... the person to stay by my side for always.. my baby, my love, my life, my heart, my everything. I love you Baby. Thank you for everything. I'm so glad were doing much better. Te quiero

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Forgive me Father, for I have sinned...

I'm not very religious, even though I went to catholic school my whole life, but I do believe in God. And I know that he's up there some where listening and watching over me. I'm scared to talk to him because we haven't spoke in so long. I need him more than ever. They say that as long as your sorry, God will forgive you. And when you need him the most, he's there to the rescue. I pray that the Lord forgives me and will bring me my happiness and heal all my pain. ILY

Words that make me smile...


HUBBY [1:25 A.M.]: I'm a proud nigga of my wife
HUBBY [1:31 A.M.]: I wouldnt trade you 4 no1 ma
HUBBY [1:54 A.M.]: I looooooooove u


Despite our faults, I love this kid to death.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Believe in dreams

Is it worth it to be sad? But its harder to be glad or to be alive. Be strong, keep your head up.

Monday, January 5, 2009

Just being Silly ^_^





"It must be nice having someone who understands the life you live and it must be nice having someone who loves you despite your faults."


"I sweet talk her if she like, cause all she really want is for a nigga 2 treat her right.. Right?"

"You know cause a nigga thuggin don't mean he don't wanna see you smile, Baby. I wanna be the reason you smile after you wipe away your tears and dry your eyes."

"Searching all my days just to find you, but I'm not sure who I'm looking for."





I love music lyrics ; )