Where did Sweet Love like this go?

Too Cute...

Maine said...

LOVE

"its a drug that i refuse to mess with anymore, and ill be that way for a while.its so much like weed, the only difference is that... you roll up emotion and inhale/ exhale tears and a rush of other feelings you dont understand hence the word LOVE."

WHOA. My nigga Jermaine spoke the truth right there. I knew this kid since 5th grade and damnit he is so freakin' funny. Lol, and as you can see, he knows how to put the right words together. Thanks for the comment ;)

My Baby, Canon

FINALLY! I got my baby, Canon, for christmas. She's gorgeous :) Okay, well maybe I'm talking about my camera like its a human lol but so the fuck what. I'm so in love with it! Thank you Daddy!

Getting into the Christmas Spirit?

Finally, Michelle's sweet sixteen is this weekend. Ok, I know what your thinking... 18 years old and still volunteering for sweet sixteen courts? So what! I love it. I guess old childhood ways die hard. Well, I finally paid off my dress and got it hanging on my door. Its so pretty and pink. Makes me look and feel like a little princess, lol. Ha ha.

Hopefully everything runs smoothly through the rest of the week especially Christmas eve and day. I'm officially broke from all the x-mas shopping and money spent on the sweet 16. Shit's depressing. Xmas eve is a big deal this year for me. Mom's throwing a family gathering and its gonna be hella crowded. Hopefully that goes well.

Gifts? I wonder what the fuck did people buy me? I didnt't ask for anything =/ but I sure do hope I at least got something...

Blahh

3 Months and Counting...

Boy or Girl?

NO, people I am not pregnant. Lol, this is my daddy's baby :) Ana is 3 months pregnant and counting! What is ittttttt what is it! I'm dieing to know! Idk if its a boy or girl so I named em Pookie for now, lmao. POOKIE is making me old ;( and so is my other little brother Elliot. Damnit! I love you both! Your big sister & your big brother can't wait to meet you little one! <3

PS: school's out

Finally fucking finished with my first semester of college. BIG RELIEF. I go back in Mrch and I dread the wait of doing the whole school thing again. Sucks ass -_-

Ugly Betty Look-a-like

I went through 2 years of wearing braces for shit. Why? Well, me being the dum ass that I am, I stopped wearing my retainers and now my teeth moved. Stupid? Yes, I know. Now, I'm in this horrible pain that I never imagined. The dentist ordered me these retainers that work just like braces, only thing is that they're removeable. He lied and said they would be "so comfortable" and wouldn't hurt much at all. WHAT? My God, I never been in so much pain... Ok well, besides my surgery of removing my tonsils, this is the second worst pain. I don't know if I can hold on much longer ;( I wanna take them off so bad but that'll be 800 fucking dollars down the drain. I hope my mouth gets adjusted to this shit and my teeth straighten up FAST. Till then, no smiles or pictures for me. AHHH!

Unconditional....

Its crazy that out of all the shit you put me through, I still manage to be so in love with you. Haha, that rhymes. But yeah. I guess my happiness has been in you the whole time. I love you Manny and I will never stop loving you.

Webcam

Love causes anxiety?

Why does love involve such complication? Its frustrating and confusing. How do you know when he's actually telling you how he honestly feels? Simple... you just don't know.

Let you get the best of me

Sometimes I just wanna slap myself for being so stupid. Too sensative & emotional towards you. I must admit, the love I have for you has drove me to do a lot of stupid shit, but it's now that I've learned my lesson. "How could you be so heartless?"

The peek of heartache

What's happening to us? I didn't know missing you would hurt this much. This isn't an "LOL" matter.

Early breakfeast w/ Jackie

Christmas Tree

College Drop-Out?

Enjoying my college days? Lets just say, I pretty much hate it. FYI, I'm learning absolutely shit. Its like repeating high school all over again expect without hookies, truancy oh and... FUN. When does college get interesting? I thought it would be the other way around, you know? College would be way more advance, more partying, more "fun". Its just the same old shit.




Lame-O

Monkey see Monkey do.

I've realized that this world has many fake people. Its pretty amusing. Alittle, ok well not alittle, but VERY MUCH pittiful. The people who smile in my face and talk shit behind my back; your a WASTE OF TIME. A waste of sperm and life, haha. Why be jealous, thats beyond my understanding. Jealousy should be illegal in the damn country. Hating too. Liars, cheaters, hoes and smuts should be locked away for all eternity.. but thats only in my world. This cruel planet has nothing to offer me & I wish I could end it all. Friends? When can you really call someone a friend? A TRUE, HONEST, TRUSTWORTHY, ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU, NEVER TALK SHIT KIND OF FRIEND? All people talk shit. Even the ones that you consider so close to you. I trust no one but God, and thats the honest truth.