Forgive me Father, for I have sinned...

I'm not very religious, even though I went to catholic school my whole life, but I do believe in God. And I know that he's up there some where listening and watching over me. I'm scared to talk to him because we haven't spoke in so long. I need him more than ever. They say that as long as your sorry, God will forgive you. And when you need him the most, he's there to the rescue. I pray that the Lord forgives me and will bring me my happiness and heal all my pain. ILY

Words that make me smile...

HUBBY [1:25 A.M.]: I'm a proud nigga of my wife
HUBBY [1:31 A.M.]: I wouldnt trade you 4 no1 ma
HUBBY [1:54 A.M.]: I looooooooove u


Despite our faults, I love this kid to death.

Believe in dreams

Is it worth it to be sad? But its harder to be glad or to be alive. Be strong, keep your head up.

Just being Silly ^_^

"It must be nice having someone who understands the life you live and it must be nice having someone who loves you despite your faults."

"I sweet talk her if she like, cause all she really want is for a nigga 2 treat her right.. Right?"

"You know cause a nigga thuggin don't mean he don't wanna see you smile, Baby. I wanna be the reason you smile after you wipe away your tears and dry your eyes."

"Searching all my days just to find you, but I'm not sure who I'm looking for."

I love music lyrics ; )

Where did Sweet Love like this go?

Too Cute...

Maine said...

LOVE

"its a drug that i refuse to mess with anymore, and ill be that way for a while.its so much like weed, the only difference is that... you roll up emotion and inhale/ exhale tears and a rush of other feelings you dont understand hence the word LOVE."

WHOA. My nigga Jermaine spoke the truth right there. I knew this kid since 5th grade and damnit he is so freakin' funny. Lol, and as you can see, he knows how to put the right words together. Thanks for the comment ;)

My Baby, Canon

FINALLY! I got my baby, Canon, for christmas. She's gorgeous :) Okay, well maybe I'm talking about my camera like its a human lol but so the fuck what. I'm so in love with it! Thank you Daddy!

Getting into the Christmas Spirit?

Finally, Michelle's sweet sixteen is this weekend. Ok, I know what your thinking... 18 years old and still volunteering for sweet sixteen courts? So what! I love it. I guess old childhood ways die hard. Well, I finally paid off my dress and got it hanging on my door. Its so pretty and pink. Makes me look and feel like a little princess, lol. Ha ha.

Hopefully everything runs smoothly through the rest of the week especially Christmas eve and day. I'm officially broke from all the x-mas shopping and money spent on the sweet 16. Shit's depressing. Xmas eve is a big deal this year for me. Mom's throwing a family gathering and its gonna be hella crowded. Hopefully that goes well.

Gifts? I wonder what the fuck did people buy me? I didnt't ask for anything =/ but I sure do hope I at least got something...

Blahh

3 Months and Counting...

Boy or Girl?

NO, people I am not pregnant. Lol, this is my daddy's baby :) Ana is 3 months pregnant and counting! What is ittttttt what is it! I'm dieing to know! Idk if its a boy or girl so I named em Pookie for now, lmao. POOKIE is making me old ;( and so is my other little brother Elliot. Damnit! I love you both! Your big sister & your big brother can't wait to meet you little one! <3

PS: school's out

Finally fucking finished with my first semester of college. BIG RELIEF. I go back in Mrch and I dread the wait of doing the whole school thing again. Sucks ass -_-